2009年2月26日 星期四

学习承受

看了 Qian 的文章,讲述着与小狗狗们别离的不舍
看着看着。。眼泪又再不争气的涌出来了

生离死别。。我还在学习如何去承受

公公的离开,至今还无法接受
常常在想念着他。。
那温暖的大手掌。。那慈祥的神情。。
再多的啜泣也换不回公公的嘘寒问暖了
怪只怪自己没多抽出时间来陪陪他老人家
从小公公就把我们当成手心里的宝
而今我们却无法再尽孝道了。。
公公。。你过的好吗?
好想你。。真的真的好想你。。。

日子一天一天的过
心里对家人的不舍,无法言喻
对王苹果的不舍,也让我久久无法完全开心的去准备婚礼
怎么说呢。。
她,已经成为我生活的一部分了
她,在我心里占据了很重要的位子
是她,陪我度过了一年多前的失落
是她,在夜深人静时,依然孜孜不倦的陪着我念书
是她,让我每天放工后都想飞奔回家去
我还没有心里准备要离开她
这是我不敢踏足的禁区
我知道,换来的,会是泪水

4 則留言:

Elain 提到...

you has to be strong, girl! You gonna moving to another stage of life, of coz if can bring along ur beloved parents, siblings & bingo then it'll be 100% perfect. But there's no perfection in this reality. Sometimes has to sacrifice smt de :s sad for u but think of u gonna have own babies in future, sure 乐在其中 rite?? Everything will be fine for u & ur husband de :D

fen~~

★ Joey Lim ★ 提到...

Aih ... My mood is almost the same as you ... The different is luckily Kinky is always with me ..

But think about it was so rush for me to arrange everythings .. Feel so headache d .. Cham Cham .. Since tuesday till now .. everyday can't sleep well .. Morning 4 / 5smth only can take a rest .. aih ...

Who can help me ????? Really surrender with everything d ... Tired neh !!!

lovin-little-lonsdale 提到...

HF, thx much! i will be strong..and i still have u all around me :) so i will be all right :)

lovin-little-lonsdale 提到...

pity u Joey... haha... now the spot light is on u... what a relief... hahahaha....
i think u shd be optimistic..and enjoy the process.. once in ur life time, remember?